Character Diary-Tsuzuki Asato

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Hikari no Tenshi · Joined: 02 Dec 2006 Posts: 23 Location: bubblegum land

Hmmmm i got this thing from Tatsumi earlier today...he told me maybe it would shut me up.

OH I SHOULD START OFF BY TELLING YOU ABOUT MYSELF! WHOOT! Best day ever.

Anyway, my names Tsuzuki Asato. This might sound weird but im a shinigami. Shh!! Don't tell anyone, i'm always the one to blow our cover on missions! I don't want to be scolded by Tatsumi again! He's scary!

Anyway let me start out with my likes....hmm....i like pie, cake, birdies, colorful things...like...like...RAINBOWS! YES RAINBOWS! I also like Hisoka, my Shiki, Hisoka, candy, Hisoka, sweets, Hisoka...and oh Hisoka! I tell him i like him all the time and all i get is a scolding!! Not a 'oh i like you too Tsuzuki!' I DON'T UNDERSTAND! He's always like 'baka!' whats so wrong with liking him! TELL ME!

Dislikes...Muraki, Bad things, Muraki, thats...actually about it. I like everything but that cold heart villian himself. I don't really understand why he's like the way he is. Oh i forgot...my eyes, i really hate my eyes.

Anyway, i get yelled at for being too hyper and for not being hyper enough. See when im nuetral i can actually be serious...but if im not im eathier suicidal...or to hyper words can't even exsplain.

Yes sadly enough i am suicidal...thats actually how i died, but to tell you all about it i would need to start from the begining...

It was a long time ago, i still remember quite clearly, i had an older sister name Ruka (said Luka). My father was already dead and all i had left was my sick mother and my sister. My eyes were different then everyone else's. They were amathyst colored, they actually still are. Children would always through rocks at me and call me a monster, my sister was the only one who really kept me alive back then. All i did was really cry...

Soon when i was about 10 my other passed away, all i had left was my older sister. She taught me how to dance...it was amazing. She taught me alot of things, and she was the best big sister ever, years later she fell ill and one day she had an attack, i went to get a doctor but we were too late, my sister had left me too.

About a year later i fell ill with the same illness, alot people said it was good, that the 'demon' would leave them. Well i lived, i was taking care of a doctor...he was actually Murakis grandfather (who would of thought...i mean he even haunts me in my past!). I lived there for eight years and didn't pay a thing, i was in a comatose state...kind of, i lived without eating or drinking for eight full years, i would come in and out of the comatose state, each time i was awake it became shorter and shorter.

One day i finally had it and grabbed a knife slitting my wrists to the bone, i took my own life, it was my first time i had and i suceeded, who would have known...me of all people being brought back. That suicide was my first and definitly not my last.

I forgot to tell you, after my mom had died i killed almost all of the villagers, i was shunned by all after that, except my sister. She knew why i did it...she knew.

Well this is where i am today, oh a picture...don't i need one of those to give to you!?

(thats me playing with squirrles...yeah i love squirrles too...)

I guess thats all i really have to say for now.

~ Tsuzuki
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Not all confusion will ever be cleared up.
Sometimes it will solidify, still confuse, and attempt to judge the world.
Like a curse, affecting the world with no rhyme or reason...

~ Kouhei Kadono

admin · Site Admin Joined: 07 Jul 2006 Posts: 1008

You are so HAWT!!!!

But anyway I'm sorry to hear about your suffering and everything. But at least you had your sister I suppose. If your partner is calling you baka its probably because he talks in a different language than you, maybe baka IS I like you too. I have a friend like that, she says fool though. But yea, can't stay long, talk soon and good luck with everything. And I won't tell your secrect to a soul.

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