Night Time --Chapter one (NOT WORKSAFE!!)

Jani_chan · Joined: 23 Aug 2006 Posts: 2685 Location: Enma's bed

Night time. The only time he'd ever had difficulty keeping himself together. It had dropped upon him without even a whisper of warning, giving him no chance to ready himself for the blow. Now the loneliness and sorrow struck him with the force of a wrecking ball to the gut. He'd never let it show in the office, there were too many reasons not to. But the past always returned to him when the sun fell and the bustle of the day was gone.

He sat down on his couch at home, jacket having been tossed to the floor, tie loosed around his neck. He rubbed his tired eyes, wondering where this sudden need to call someone-- anyone-- just for the sound of another voice came from. It was beginning to take over. He stared at the phone. It hung there innocently on the wall as it always did and he glared at it. It may have not been a sin to use it, but it made him think of who he might call at a time like this for things that were sins. He hated the thing with a passion.

Without thinking, he stood and grabbed it from its hook, dialing the first number that came to mind. He waited as it rang, breath bated.

It rang once--

twice--

thrice--

He couldn't breath for the effort of not breaking the mechanism against his ear as he listened for the sound of life on the line. And then--

“Hello?” came the oh so familiar voice to his tired ears. He opened his mouth, then closed it. What normal reason did he have to call at this hour? “hel-” he smashed the phone against the receiver just before a sob tore itself from his chest. Was he really this pathetic? He ripped the cord from the wall and threw the thing across the room, falling to his knees with the force he put into it.

He was going to lose his mind soon if he didn't act now. He had to do something to keep his attention off of his heart, for he hadn't felt this broken in quite a while. His mind moved to his bedroom and he soon followed, knowing the one thing that would at least put him to sleep more quickly than laying in bed and crying as he wanted to right now. He reached beneath the chest of drawers next to his bed, barely thinking as he flicked on the lamp on top of it. He searched for a moment before he found it, pulling it out into the light to reveal that his warmth for the night would come from a blue creation of soft silicon and two AA batteries. He opened the top drawer in the tiny version dresser and searched through it, throwing around its contents to find what he was looking for. This just wasn't his night. By the time he realized that he wouldn't find what he was looking for, he'd pulled out the drawer all the way and dumped it. With a curse he decided that he didn't need any lube, forgetting to wonder how he'd lost track of the amount he'd had before.

He lifted the vibrator to his mouth with one hand and carefully began to lick at it, making sure that it was wet to the base and then making his way back to the tip again as he used his free hand to open his pants and begin toying with himself carefully. His pants and undergarments both slid to his knees before his fingers made their way to his rear end, massaging at the heated hole in his rear and making their way in. He moaned slightly, focusing his mind on what he was doing.

He licked the false cock in his other hand delicately, imagining the person he'd always wished was here with him when he felt like this. The vibrator was cold and false, but the one he dreamed of would be hot and pulsing with true life, rather than these cold mechanical movements he'd been deep throating for the past three minutes. His fingers had made their way deeper and deeper into him, stretching him carefully until he couldn't take it anymore. He pulled the vibrator from his mouth and spread himself as wide as he could, bending himself over the bed with his eyes closed in hopes that it would make his fantasies more real. The head of the blue penis entered him carefully at first, but then his gut clenched with the need for comfort. He twisted the end, bringing it to half vibration, pressing it inward to the very base. Biting back a keen, the fingers of his opposite hand gripped the bedsheets. It certainly wasn't as good as having the heat of the one he admired slamming within, but it would have to do. He twisted the end to the highest setting and everything within him reacted, his bottom clenching, his teeth gnashing together to keep in his need to cry out.

Tears began to form in his eyes as and he grabbed the base tighter, taking his own cock in hand and tugging at the flesh that begged for release. His hips jammed his hand against the bed, convulsing without restraint. He bit his tongue, but even as he did, his body reacted to its treatment and he let out a last shaky plea to the invisible lover he'd envisioned at his back. He slumped against the side of his bed, too tired to be depressed anymore as his seed soaked into the bedsheets. He was tired, yes, but for some reason his body ached for more.

Lifting himself, the vibrating shaft still encased within, he fell onto his back on the bed, continuing to stroke his still leaking cock, red and begging for more. He tugged carefully, wanting it to go away badly, but unable to make it go away.

By the time he fell asleep, he'd come several times, but still was unsatisfied. Now if only more nights were like this... sleep without dreams... but a good wood to get off in the morning shower. The only thing that could make it better was a lover to make it all go away.

Oh the joys of sarcasm.....

laustic · Joined: 09 Jul 2006 Posts: 660 Location: Florida

That was quite a read Smile

Jani_chan · Joined: 23 Aug 2006 Posts: 2685 Location: Enma's bed

Thank you very much ^^ There's a continuation of it somewhere, but I have yet to type it out.