Grotesqu Doll (Hisoka)

Jani_chan · Grotesqu Doll (Hisoka)

From his fingers I dangle,
A grotesque doll in his hands.
I can still see you
On the other side of the glass,
Wishing you could save me
And help overcome my past.
In my mind I feel his shackles,
Chains invisable and binding holding.
I can't fight them,
Can't begin to try
Even as you beat the door
Calling my name as though it will help.
The bitter taste in my mouth
Matches the turmoil in my heart.
I gasp for air, but it doesn't come,
Only pain in my heart and lungs.
And though you fight him,
Prying me away,
I will always be as I am now;
Trapped and tortured,
Screaming in pain,
Begging the unforgiving darkness
To change me into something I'm not,
Something other than this vulgar form,
This hated body, dangling from his strings,
This grotesque doll

Rhea-sama

May I just say that I loved this poem? And liek.. all your poetry? Because I do x33

This is especially good.

And I love the word 'grotesque' it's truly a wonderful descriptive word Very Happy

Jani_chan · haha ^^

I think I was telling you this, but the poems and writing of mine that most people like seems to be the stuff I write in my sleep. It's kinda odd, but then again...so am I^^

You see I fall asleep for the night and at some random point, I kinda sorta wake up. I say kinda sorta because I never remember it. I sit there in the dark and write in my notebook (I know I do it in the dark because neither my mother nor my roommate have ever seen my light on at night when this happens and my roomate is almost always awake when I'm asleep, it's the way we alternate who gets the internet). So, I don't know I've done it untill I wake up and read what I wrote. It's strange because I know I wrote it, but I don't remember writing it. It's my handwriting, and it sorta sounds like something I'd write, but it's like it's on a different level, you know?

I'm such a freak ^^;;

But I'm glad you like my poems, however Hisoka fixated they are^^

Maybe I'll think of something Hijiri-ish soon? Or Watari or Tatsumi-ish? Hm...well, we never know ^^

Grotesqu Doll (Hisoka)

haha ^^